She smiles. Because, really, that is what is expected of her to do. She’s the nice girl. Nice girl smiles. She’ll nod at you and smile. Even though she really wants to shake you all up and scream at you for being insensitive. Even, at times, she just wants to curl to herself and cry at night. Even when her friends, family and teachers are all putting orders in her face and expecting her to do it with no questions ask. Even when her pathetic excuse of a boyfriend - ex-boyfriend - cheated on her and asked to remain friends with her after they had their falling out. With all of that, she still smiles. ‘Cause really, a nice girl like her? She had already perfected the art of fake smiling years ago.

and still.. It says that there are 2 users in my blog. Uhh. Are you reading everything? Are you from school? Just remember that what happens in tumblr, stays in tumblr. Good night! :)

3/5/2012. Think about that next time we had a team activity in PE. The losing team has to crawl beneath the winners’ legs. Since all of us has no extra t-shirt, that is so not a good thing. But obviously, we lost the first round because some stupid brat thinks she’s the Queen of the world and can just play it easy while the rest of us lower humans can suck it. No. That’s not how it works. You put down that damn gadget, pass the ball fast enough, then when it’s your turn to shoot: you run the hell up and shoot that stupid ball. Easy? I am so close to standing in front of you and shouting: “The hell is wrong with you? If you want to crawl, then be my damn guest! But don’t you dare put us up with your crap.” There are actually a number of them that has no care in the world. Call me whatever it is you want but if you don’t want to get your nails dirty or your hair messed up, then drop this PE course.

2/5/2012. I hate the fact that I have a ‘reputation’ to keep. It’s not a bad reputation. At least, I believe so. But it’s always breathing down my back. Everyone expect me to live up to it and if I do something that goes against it, eyebrows are being raised at my direction. How is that for fair? Yes, I love Math. I love it because I find it fun. I’m good at it because I actually enjoy it rather than complain about it. I get straight 100s on it. That does not mean that I can’t flunk it once in a while. I’m also a normal student. Some lessons just stay away from me. Please. Just shut up and let me live my nerdy life in peace.